The Earthquake of Sudden Illness: When 'Why Me?' Feels Unanswerable

Before life was shaken—before an unimaginable change—the world was familiar and full of routine. One moment I was healthy and vibrant; the next, Guillain-Barré Syndrome (GBS) hit like an earthquake. The question "Why me?" reverberated in my mind, echoing a profound shock that left me disoriented and alone. In this article, I share the raw initial moments of shock and disconnection, inviting you to explore your feelings and begin the healing process.

The Moment of Impact

Before the Earthquake

Life felt predictable. I had plans, dreams, and a body that moved with purpose. Then, in a split second, everything changed. I woke up in a sterile hospital room, immobilized by sudden paralysis.

Sensory Overload: The harsh hospital lights, the incessant beeping of monitors, and the cold, unyielding surfaces made me feel as if I were in a dream I couldn't wake from.

Emotional Tsunami: The question "Why me?" wasn't just a fleeting thought—it became a tidal wave of emotion, a desperate cry that filled the void between the old and the unknown future.